Thursday, September 16, 2010

Wear your armour!!



Those of you who know me will know that I unintentionally climbed off of my motorcyle while it was still moving...yes yes...

it is NOT the brightest thing one can do whilst riding a motorcycle, but accidents happen...

This blogicle (blog article) is not actually about the accident, but about what God has taught me about life through the accident. Lesson 1: tar is hard ... lol.

But seriously...if I wasn't wearing my "armour" I would have been waaaay worse off than I am... what I learnt is that life is hard and we need to have our armour on or the world, life and satan will scrape away at us.

Ephesians 6:10 - 18 The Armor of God

10Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. 12For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. 13Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. 14Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, 15and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. 16In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. 17Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. 18And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints.


Just as I need to clothe myself in my biker "armour" daily... I need to do that with Gods armour... I need to do that more. Sheesh! I haven't been doing it enough!!!!


The next part is about the body... The human body and the body of Christ.



1 Corinthians 12:12 - 31

12The body is a unit, though it is made up of many parts; and though all its parts are many, they form one body. So it is with Christ. 13For we were all baptized by one Spirit into one body—whether Jews or Greeks, slave or free—and we were all given the one Spirit to drink.

14Now the body is not made up of one part but of many. 15If the foot should say, "Because I am not a hand, I do not belong to the body," it would not for that reason cease to be part of the body. 16And if the ear should say, "Because I am not an eye, I do not belong to the body," it would not for that reason cease to be part of the body. 17If the whole body were an eye, where would the sense of hearing be? If the whole body were an ear, where would the sense of smell be? 18But in fact God has arranged the parts in the body, every one of them, just as he wanted them to be. 19If they were all one part, where would the body be? 20As it is, there are many parts, but one body.

21The eye cannot say to the hand, "I don't need you!" And the head cannot say to the feet, "I don't need you!" 22On the contrary, those parts of the body that seem to be weaker are indispensable, 23and the parts that we think are less honorable we treat with special honor. And the parts that are unpresentable are treated with special modesty, 24while our presentable parts need no special treatment. But God has combined the members of the body and has given greater honor to the parts that lacked it, 25so that there should be no division in the body, but that its parts should have equal concern for each other. 26If one part suffers, every part suffers with it; if one part is honored, every part rejoices with it.

27Now you are the body of Christ, and each one of you is a part of it. 28And in the church God has appointed first of all apostles, second prophets, third teachers, then workers of miracles, also those having gifts of healing, those able to help others, those with gifts of administration, and those speaking in different kinds of tongues. 29Are all apostles? Are all prophets? Are all teachers? Do all work miracles? 30Do all have gifts of healing? Do all speak in tongues? Do all interpret? 31But eagerly desire the greater gifts.
And now I will show you the most excellent way.


Each part is designed to play it's part WELL... My right thumb is STILL being my right thumb and kinda playing it's part in my body... but it's not playing it WELL... it is suffering... and so my hand suffers, by being in a cast... and that makes my body suffer... and me suffer.. I can't type properly... I can't drive yet, so my work is getting behind. I've had to figure out how to do everything with one hand... which is tough.. just because ONE little piece of bone in my thumb is not playing it's part!!!

FAAAAAAAR too often the same happens in the body of Christ. Parts of the body don't play their parts well... we show up late and unprepared for stuff (like worship team on Sundays, having not practised) and we expect God to show up and perform miracles and get people "saved". But actually we are standing in the way cos we are unprepared and not playing our part WELL.

This extends beyond practising songs for a Sunday service. Are we walking around "topped up with Jesus", or are we running on empty until a crisis occurs? We have become far too good at "getting it right on our own", that instead of being part of a bigger picture and relying on God, we just do our "religious" duty and do what we do.

I can't wait for my thumb to stop being religious and play it's part WELL again :-P
I guess God looks at us sometimes and says the same.

Monday, May 24, 2010

Suffering from Israelitis

I've been suffering from a bit of Israelitis the last while...

WHAT may you ask is that?!?!
Well think back to them israelites...aka God's chosen people...
He loved them like crazy (as He loves us ALL...even crazy Warren).
And they followed Him....

for a while...

But then, they started relying on themselves or even "other (small g) gods".
They would wander away from God. Then calamity would strike and they'd be back like a flash.

So things in life were idling along pretty smoothly most of last year...
with a little speed bump here and there... I had a reasonably stable job,
not TOO far from home...but it got boring, it became less and challenging and I began to feel "unfulfilled" there. So this job offer came along near the end of the year. They told me all cool stories about the company and such.
Sounded like an awesome opportunity and new challenges.
I prayed like crazy...
Said "God if this is from You, open the doors or close them if it isn't."...
So...It took them three months to give me an offer after the interview...
in that time I had gotten an increase...They phoned me back...I told them about the increase...they offered me the same as what I was earning, with a salary review after 3 months...the doors opened...I went for it, figured new challenges would be good and my savings would last me the three months...they did, but the company closed down and reopened under a new name...so no salary review... Things are not as cool as I thought they would be. (in short)...

So with the extra stress, travelling and cr@p that came with the change...
stuff started falling apart... spent less time with God... and less...
until a once a week quiet time was like WOW. Things were not going well in the land of Warren. My mom would periodically ask me what's wrong, my friends were worried (I have awesome godly friends). But of course... Warren, suffering from a touch of pride or in denial, would say "I got dis"...but he didn't have it did he folks. I go to a point where I was questioning the reason for my existence.

The good news is...I got to a point were I was depressed to the point of not wanting
to be an existing life form anymore...also known as "suicidal"...
But fortunately I know Jesus and I know He doesn't want that for my life. Also I couldn't do that to my family...after two previous suicides in our family
(within the last year and a half) it would not be cool and I love my family too much for that.

Driving home one night...from church or a church event of some sort...
I was like "God I've had enough, I don't want to be here ANYMORE...
either wipe me off the planet RIGHT now or help me..."...

So He did.

No I am not writing from beyond the grave.

He helped me.
Somehow.
I can't explain it...
But the next morning I woke up with an incredible sense of peace...

Life is WAAAAY better...I managed to realise I was suffering from Israelitis and went the THE Doctor Himself...
Spending more time with God lately...

So...moral of the story...try not catch Israelitis...but if you do...go to the DOCTOR!

Now I am on the road to recovery...Luckily...VERY luckily...during my time of having Israelitis, I still read my little youversion daily reading, some verse a day thing I get mailed to me...I kept going to church...so although I wasn't getting as much of God as I normally do, I had enough to just just keep me going...I am back up to spending time with God every day and having a quiet time, read, pray, journal almost every day again...

Monday, January 11, 2010

Warrior Vs. Worrier



Back in the day when I was a lightie there were these "Spy Vs. Spy" comics...
One was the good guy and one was the bad guy...Good Vs. Evil, Black Vs. White (not racially). Old School...hehe

I realise that I have been way too much of a Worrier and not enough of a Warrior...
God says we gotta commit our plans to Him and then chill...but what I do is commit
them to God and then worry...and try and get stuff done MY way...FLIP...I am kind of a control freak I guess, don't know if it's a general guy attribute or what, but it's part of me. I am trying to fight it now, but it's tough, cos when stuff happens I want to step in and take control...I dunno, maybe I have a leader in me dying to lead :P

When the storms come, I try and choose a course and start rowing like crazy...USUALLY directly into the wind...then I tend to end up deeper and deeper into the storm. How stupid. And then I complain about the water splashing on me, being tossed around by the waves and also being shipwrecked when I cruise into the rocks that I would have avoided if I let GOD steer the boat.

Proverbs 16:2-4 (New International Version)

2 All a man's ways seem innocent to him,
but motives are weighed by the LORD.

3 Commit to the LORD whatever you do,
and your plans will succeed.



All the while I was thinking "I got dis"...and just like in the movies, I DIDN'T have it... And I end up being bashed on the rocks...thinking
what the heck?!
Where is God?!
Why did this happen?!

And God stands there, patiently (as always), waiting for me to turn around and see that I was being dumb...This verse keeps coming up..

Jeremiah 29:11 (New International Version)

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.


God has plans for ME, yeah even crazy Warren, and those plans were laid out even before I was formed in my mothers womb! I am LOVED by God, the creator of the universe!

Psalm 139: 13 - 16
13 For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.

14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.

15 My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place.
When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,

16 your eyes saw my unformed body.
All the days ordained for me
were written in your book
before one of them came to be.



He is watching you...keep it real :D hehe...
Listen more, speak less.
Trust more, worry less.

Time to stand up and be a WARRIOR!!!